Cinnamon Toast

19 January 2000

I had the opportunity over the weekend to make a batch of genuine Alaska sourdough bread. I took the sourdough starter out of the refrigerator Friday afternoon and by late Sunday afternoon I had four little loaves and two normal sized loaves of this delicacy. True Alaskan sourdough bread has about as much in common with the sourdough you buy in the store as "Wonder Bread," that great American tradition, has with a fine French croissant. True Alaska sourdough is made without the addition of yeast, except for the natural culture present in the sourdough starter. This yeast in an acidic microbial culture over time gives the bread a deep richness of flavors and texture that allows for pure enjoyment of flour, water, oil, a little sugar and time. At least two full days of time. I have tried to make this type of bread many times before, but being of this now generation, I have always believed that it should be able to be done in a maximum of 12 hours.

What really gave me the opportunity to wait this out, is that a few months ago I was given a large bread bowl. Made in England, this heavy ceramic bowl probably holds close to two gallons. Before obtaining this bowl, the only thing of that size I had was something in plastic, which just doesn't have the thermal mass to maintain a steady temperature required for this long rising bread to fully develop. While the flavor of my twelve hour bread was similar to this batch, that quick batch bread was close to the weight and consistency of a brick. I still need to learn how to form the loaves of this long rising bread. While still being quite hardy, these loaves are much lighter and airy. What better way to enjoy its stick to your ribs character, than as cinnamon toast for breakfast this week.

Cinnamon is a distinctly fragrant spice, made from the ground up bark of a Laurel tree of the genus Cinnamomum, which is native to Sri Lanka, the country from which the finest cinnamon still comes. Now I don't know where the cinnamon that you buy in Costco comes from, but you can buy 16 oz. (454 gm.) of this wonderful spice for about $3. It comes in one of those plastic PETE containers in which most of our soda pop now comes in. The container itself holds about a quart perhaps a liter, clear to the top. Therefore the density of this spice in the jar is about half that of water, which would weight 2 to 2.2 lbs. if it was filled with a good soda. The neat thing about PETE containers is that they are transparent as glass but unlike glass, they are almost indestructible, unless you burn or melt them. What a better way to store stuff like spices, pop and a whole host of other consumables in our modern society. Not only can you see what is inside, but the container itself doesn't weight very much so you can ship more spice for less money. Perhaps after you use up all the cinnamon making cinnamon toast, you could put some of your valuables inside. But what valuable would you want to put inside, where all the world could see it. A robber could come in, and if he was smart enough to look through your spice cabinet, he would find your diamonds right there between the Basil and the Oregano.

"Boy how stupid could you be to put your diamonds in amongst the spices instead of in the safe" Chances are however, the first place a thief would look if he came to rob your house would be in the safe. "Thank God, you have insurance!" But if by chance, you would fill that old cinnamon container with the finest cut gems, leaving a little of that cinnamon in the container to cut down the luster, no robber would ever believe that you would leave your things of real value out were every one could see. "I want all your valuables or I will take your life!," says the robber. "Your welcome to take all I have," you reply "They're out in the kitchen in the spice cabinet, in a plastic jar with a cinnamon label on it. They may look like rhinestones but they are really the finest quality gems." What robber in his right mind would believe your story. Or better yet put them in with your sewing buttons. Gems and buttons mixed together, or a couple of jars of buttons and a jar of diamonds, emerald and rubies. Right there in plain view next to the sewing machine.

Some years ago I had the opportunity to develop a chemical gold refining process. It was based on some South African literature, that had been done prior to World War II but had been subsequently abandoned, because of economies of scale. This process is really quite environmentally friendly, so just about anyone with a little training could do it in their kitchen if they wanted to. Best of all it really wasn't much more hazardous than making sourdough bread. The interesting thing however, was that the end product of the process itself was powdered gold. If you wanted real gold that everyone could see, you would just take a torch to it and presto, real triple nine gold (99.9%) pure. Do you know what that powdered gold looked like? Well, what I had, I could not tell by looking at it from, you guessed it, powdered cinnamon. It looked exactly the same. Sure it weighed more, but lets say you put powdered gold in an old cinnamon PETE container in the spice cabinet, no one would ever know that you had just replaced $3 worth of cinnamon with somewhere between $ 75,000 and $ 100,000 worth of gold. I never had enough to fill a cinnamon container, just a little over half an ounce, so I really could not get a volume/density measurement. Pure gold has a density of 12 (twelve times heavier than water) So that liter/quart would weigh 20-22 pounds, 9 or 10 kilos as solid gold. If it had the same particle size and characteristics of the cinnamon it might weigh 15 pounds or so.

Now this really relates to empowerment of the individual personality in a modern laisse-faire capitalist system and we will have more to say about that next week. But the cool thing is not to cash in your Amazon.com stock to by gold and then turn it into powder. There is no reason to have powdered gold other than to use it in some sophisticated high tech processing. You can take the coins or bullion to the bank or bury it in the back yard. It is not going to go anywhere unless someone moves it. The cool thing is if you take it our of the ground yourself or interrupt that process done by others somewhere along the line, powdered gold is really not by legal definition, gold at all, but work in progress. This gold is not legally gold until you melt it into the metallic form. Having done that, you are then required to pay Uncle Sugar, his taxable portion and to do that you have to sell some to convert it to dollars and then the record trail begins. Now this is fine if you need money to live on, you should pay taxes on that, but without flaunting it you can store your wealth as cinnamon until you need it. As I said earlier more of this will be coming next week when we look at Imperialism.

Can you imagine what would happen if you had a guest visiting who loved cinnamon toast on fresh Alaska sourdough bread and they. . . All this leads us to a discussion of personal holiness. As I have been doing the first two of these messages this year, I have felt that I should say something about this process, but I really couldn't think of anything to introduce the topic without being labeled as one of "them." Whoever "them am," I must be one, because, well just because. The whole point however, is to try and change the focus from you and me to Jesus Christ and his work through his chosen people.

Our resurrected Saviour is that PETE container filled with pure, the purest gold. But His jar of humanity is heavy, and since it is always full of perfect holiness it is too heavy for sinful man to pick up. He is fully man, and yet fully God. That is what our confessions and creeds tell us. If we put his pure gold on our toast, even with a lot of sugar, it is something we sinners just can't handle. But if we were to mix a little bit of that pure gold with a whole lot of cinnamon and the right amount of sugar, well we could have a gospel presentation that could make sense to a lost and dying world. But before we go there let us look again at the elements of this little story.

Our PETE jar is made up of petroleum based plastic. The Bible says in many places that mankind and all life was formed from the dust of the ground, of clay, and that God breathed life into that dust, man becoming a living soul. Because of sin, all that lives dies. And for sake of discussion, because of the Genesis flood, that dead matter is converted into petroleum and that oil by the marvels of modern technology is converted into a cheap plastic jar. That jar is transparent, as should be our lives, it is somewhat rigid, but in some miraculous way it is able to take a good blow and not break. This containers contents are safe from virtually everything except heat. Normally, if we would heat this container to higher and higher temperatures, eventually it would burn. But under just the right conditions of temperature, pressure and in the right atmosphere, this jar can be converted into a diamond, which we could then put back in another jar. But with way too much heat in an oxygen atmosphere, even the diamond is converted into carbon dioxide and water vapor.

Jesus Christ is the bread of life. Most people, any of us come in contact with on a daily basis, have heard about Jesus. Everyone who has any knowledge of Jesus knows that he is a great moral teacher, most would even believe that he is a path to God. Where it really gets sticky is when we insist that he is the only way to God and not only that, he has redeemed sinful man by his death on the cross. "Well you are one of 'them' Christians (self righteous hypocrites), who are trying to change me!" Amen! Guilty as charged! But it is amazing that even though they do not like what we say, they watch us and when they see the heat coming into our lives, they see that we don't melt away into a glob and burn up. Instead through the furnace, we are not consumed or used up, but in a way are slowly being changed into a flexible diamond-like container. Clearer and more precious than just a cheap plastic jar. Us, to them, are for some reason different. Not bad for just eating a mixture of some flour, yeast, oil, salt, and sugar. This brings us to the sugar we put on our cinnamon toast.

For the last two thousand years after Jesus ascended into heaven, the church has been trying to sugar the gospel. To make it easier for people to understand we have used icons and statues. Great music, stirring of emotions, or good works have worked. We adopted pagan holy days as our own and we even kicked out those of the same nation as Jesus. We even form cloisters based on race, creed or national origins, or just because we don't want to be like "them ______". We have formed a professional clergy and in many times and ways educated them in the art of making us feel secure in our material opulence, by providing for theirs, while ignoring surrounding human suffering. As ugly as it has seemed at times the church has worked remarkably well, if we look at it from God's perspective. We have selfishly taken the gospel to the far reaches of the world, with only "them missionaries" carrying the load for us. But from a chemical point of view sugar is an organic compound also. It too can be converted into diamonds in the right circumstances, we just have to refine out the imperfections.

That brings us to the cinnamon. Cinnamon is a yellowish brown spice that has a distinctive fragrant aroma and a sweetish, pungent taste, that can be extracted from the cinnamon bark as a fragrant oil. Now if cinnamon tasted like clay or my ceramic bread bowl, it would not be considered a spice. The spice trade, an easier means to reach the Far East, drove our expansion into the western hemisphere. With Columbus went the priests. And as the Dutch and the British went. So went the missionaries, and so by going and wenting the whole world was exploited. Bark again is mainly organic in nature and with just a little more ash. But when the oil is extracted, the essence of cinnamon can be use to flavor the most mundane of fare.

What makes all this work.? Simply the making of cinnamon toast on a good piece of bread. Toasted bread changes in texture. Some of the wheat flour is roasted changing its flavor, adding to the complex flavor of the yeast and other ingredients. Add a little sugar to sweeten the taste, and of course the ground up bark of the cinnamon tree. Pure heaven here on earth! But here also is the essence of holiness. In Christ we have received the whole jar, a pure piece of bread, and the essential oil. These should work in synergy to successfully covert us, over this life time, from the ground up bark of a long dead tree, into pure highly refined gold. But how does God do that, He pops the top on the PETE jar and sprinkles it on the toast we serve to our friends and neighbors, and over time as we cooperate with that shaking process, the cinnamon's the fragment spice of human interaction, is mixed with the pure gold powder from God. With God the jar is always full, it is just a question of what we are full of. All those things we do to keep ourselves from being fully consumed, or emptied, or to slow down that process of shaking out the cinnamon hinders God's work and this we do mainly through our personal and community choices. That in the case of many individuals and churches so clogs up the shaking holes, that God moves on and all that remains is the gospel of self (individual and community) and the oil of cinnamon is converted into the dead oil of Ichabod.

The refining is process over time, and at the end of time. We determine just how much gold God shook out of our own PETE jar. At the final judgement, then we get to count not only the gold that is in our jar, but more importantly how much was shaken out to make cinnamon toast. Our jar only holds about a quart at best, but the amount that God can shake out into other people is determined, not by our seeking holy perfection, but by seeking Christ himself, as our only Holy perfection. In doing that He can add more gold to the recipe and less cinnamon, make our lives more rewarding not only in the here and now, but also in God's timeless perspective. To the world and to our fellow covenant members it still looks like cinnamon, but with so much more body, weight and purity, it could be nothing but pure gold anointed with the oil of cinnamon.

PRAYER PLANTS

Some time in the middle of last week this current situation passed from me, trying to understand what was going on, into a place that I realized that it was beyond my ability to analyze and predict. At that point, when I gave up, it got much easier to believe that God has a plan in all this and I must trust in Him and not in my own marvelous ability to reason. Are the circumstances any easier, no, in fact they are worse from my perspective. I have made it by essentially the same way, sometimes flush, sometimes not so flush, for the last 10 years or so. If it is not working now as it did, then God is making a change to much for me to understand. I would really feel ripped off, if it took place and I was able to coast through it, without learning a valuable lesson. So pray to that end and come quickly papa, 'cause it is getting hot here!

I hear the words of love, I gaze upon the blood,
I see the mighty sacrifice And I have peace with God.

'Tis everlasting peace! Sure as Jehovah's Name;
'Tis stable as His steadfast throne, For evermore the same.

The clouds may come and go, And storms may sweep my sky,
This bloodsealed friendship changes not: The cross is ever nigh.

My love is off-times low, My joy still ebbs and flow;
But peace with him remains the same No change Jehovah knows.

I change, He changes not, The Christ can never die;
His love, not mine, the resting place, His truth, not mine, the tie. Amen.

Horatius Bonar, from the Genevan Psalter